2014. június 25., szerda @ 9:42 | 0 comments (+)

Heeey sweeties! I know I know. I wrote decades ago haha. But I was busy. I am busy,although its finally summer break. Sooo as u all know the World Cup in Brazil is happening now. I am soooo fucking Happy! I love WC-s. Always. I am heavily obsessed haha. My fav team is the Brazil team since 2002. Yeahhh....12 years.

The player who I support and love the most is Neymar Jr. I love him for a looong time. And not just because he looks like this. (He is damn hot btw) His way of playing,his tricks,his personality. Everything. Made me fall for him.He is a wonderful person and dad.  Love ya babe ♥

I think Its all for now. xoxo




2014. március 4., kedd @ 8:03 | 0 comments (+)

Hey Guys! Sorry for haven't been in touch lately but my things arent going the best now,so thats why. But now a feeling caught me that I should write a post. Soo here I am and writing it yaaay. I dont really know what should I write now. Kinda funny,isnt it? Nevermind. I try to gather my thoughts.

Since Paul died I havent posted,and its still hard to think about it. I want it to be a kind of self-central post (i dunno if there're any words like this lol) Sooo 2 days ago I did my english language exam. I was nervous as hell and I hope I'll pass. But the examiners said that I should take the highest lvl 'cus they thought I'm native. loool.

My bday passed,Xmas passed oh and New Year passed as well sooo really lots of thing happenned. Less than 1 month and I will attend to MYV's concert here,in Hungary. I can't wait to see him play in live,but I'm nervous as well. Why? First of all I dont have place where I could sleep so its a biig problem. Secondly I wanted to buy VIP to be able to talk with him. Not to take photo or ask for autograph...I just wanted to ask some questions from him and say thank you for...well its kinda personal sorry. The point is I wanted to meet with him...well I hope somehow I will get the chance to do it. Dare to dream big haha. Am... what else. I dont know if anyone reads my blog but its good to read it when im bored.

Nowadays Im using my instagram quite often so Im uploading pics as well.

My last upload lol


new necklace ♥


I want perfect body for the summer so I work for it ;) As u may know I am addicted to fashion so I go shopping quite often lol (my walllet doesnt really love me for that )



Ohh TEEN TOP will come to hungary as a part of their world tour. They are one of my fav Kpop bands sooo I am extremly sad for not being able to see them....yeah....


Well, I am keep writing things which are not connected to each other. Sorry for that. I just still dont know what else should I share with you. Maybe thats all for now.

xoxo






2013. december 2., hétfő @ 11:02 | 0 comments (+)

I'm still crying while writing this post. Just cant believe it. I keep telling myself that this is just a bad joke and he is still alive. Because he cant be dead. This man cant be one of the angels now....its impossible. And than I realize again and again that he is gone....and the only thing that I can do to accept it....but yet....I cant.

Paul Walker. For many people he was just Brian O'conner from F&F series. Of course Brian was his most famous character. That character which made him world-known. But for me he was much more....
I got to know him when I was 6. That was the first time when I saw F&F 1. And he was the first actor whose real name I know. And I just loved him for the first time. His smile,his eyes,his whole being. And the F&F movies bacome a part of me....a part of my life. It may sounds weird and crazy but I cant explain it really. I just feel it and this feeling is so strong...because more than 10 years....
And when somebody asked me "Who would be your ideal boyfriend?" I immediately said "Paul Walker". He was not damn famous like Brad Pitt or Johnny Depp. No. He was as famous as it was good. And I just loved the way he is.

              Ride or die

And yesterday when I read the news....I just couldnt stop myself of crying...I still cant do. Because everytime I look to the pictures of my wall of him and see his smile...my heart cant take it and just want to bring him back to life. It may sounds crazy and like a stupid fan because I didnt even know him personally,but sometimes I felt I did. Because he was more than just a handsome actor for me. And I dont think that I should explain it to anybody who dont understands,because it has no use.....

            Imágenes de Paul Walker

And I have to accept that he is gone...and Brian is gone too....and there will be no more F&F like before,because PAUL DIED, AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL TO WRITE THESE WORDS,but maybe this is the only way to realize it for myself. But I am still hopeing that there will be an other newspaper article or an other tv new...that it was just a misunderstanding and they are both alive....and Paul will smile to the camera with his friend and everything will be fine again...but deep inside my heart I know that this is not true. That the horrific truth is that he is gone.....

And my prayers go to his family and friends,and fans all over the world....but still...I just can make myself to beliveve it....maybe one day I will,but not now,not today....

Paul. Thank you for being that wonderful person who you was. Thank you for your hard work,thank you for being Brian. Thank you for the smiles and that almost 11 years....Thank you for being here. Never forget you,always in our hearts. FOREVER.


Paul Walker



2013. október 30., szerda @ 4:00 | 0 comments (+)

Hey Guyz! Its been long time,right? Well many things happenned,but I dont really fancy to write all of it. Honestly I dont really remeber all of the happenings haha. I have fall break now. Im in the lake balaton at my sis's place. I really like to be here. On monday I have school again. Damn it. I really dont wanna go. I refuse to go there again xd I should study a lot,but I didnt bring my note books here,so I cant do it.
I will watch the new episode if the Originals instead of studying yaaay!

Its almost Halloween time.Tomorrow we will go to a party. I hope it will be good. If I could,I would spend that time with my boyfriend,but its impossible now. I hope I can go to meet him again ASAP. I miss him so much.

Another topic. I ordered The GazettE's new album :BEAUTIFUL DEFORMITY. I cant wait to listen to it. I think the guyz made a really good album again! Love it!


I dont know what else should I write. Im still addicted to shopping.I would spend all of my money to clothes and so on. I think thats all for now. xoxo


EXO-Tao


2013. szeptember 29., vasárnap @ 12:18 | 0 comments (+)

The GazettE. Their world tour is almost over. I dont really wanna think of it deeply. Because if I would do,I would cry all day. I wanted to see them so much. They mean so fuckin much to me. I just cant explain this feeling. Im not bitching or fangirling. I am not like this. I just wanted to see the band that gave so much to me. Those 5 person who is so special to me. And hear their music...... But I dont wanna comlplain. Its not the end of the world. I know that I will see them in the future, Of course I will. Its not even a question haha. But seeing those comments and pictures makes me so sad.... but its not against the fans wh went to the live.. Of course they are happy. They must be :)
So I try to be happy and smile :) I will see you guys soon ♥

        




2013. szeptember 10., kedd @ 6:03 | 0 comments (+)

Hello ppl! I can't believe that the summer ended. And the school is already begin. Soo hard. And I dont fancy studying,but I have to. Anyway.
On Sunday Finally I watched The mortal Instruments: City of Bones in the cinema with my girls ♥ The mortal instruments is my favourite book,and I have waited for the movie for one year. I can't believe that I watched it. Such ha great movie. Im still in love with Jamie and Godfrey

                

My japanese friend,Anna (she came to the cinema too) brought me a japanese fashion magazine (S cawaii) and The GazettE's new single,the FADELESS  from japan. I am soo happy! Thank you ♥ My sis got the july SHOXX with the cover of Ruki. Soo freakin' stylish :)

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The last 2 days I listened the Fadeless lika a million times haha. I love it so much. I've already had the very first single of The GazettE. Im so proud for having the first and the latest one :)

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What else....nothing comes to my mind. I should study now,but I dont wanna do it. Maybe at night. haha. xoxo





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Lost in my thoughts...


I've never been perfect.... I'm just a girl who is a dreamer and believes in which is impossible. My life is the music and the fashion. Wanna travel the whole world. Don't judge the book by it's cover. Love japan and L.A.....never stop dreaming ~ Sixth gun ~

Sing what you can't say
Edina ~ dreamer ~ music lover ~ japan ~ L.A. ~ art ~ movies ~ doramas ~ fashion ~ travel ~ sea ~ Jrock ~ Kpop ~ Old rock bands ~ Neymar Jr


Inspirations


I wouldn't care if these wings I'm so proud of were torn off I began running, frantically aiming for the sky I spread my wings and flew away, and the spot where I fell was 'freedom'. with a wonderful family, and wonderful friends these were the best days of my life, If I'm reborn let's meet again... (The GazettE:Miseinen)

But you've reached them, and I've always wanted to reach people. I'm the first one to say I love my fans because they love that I took a chance. ~ (Steven Tyler)

You’re seventeen,” Magnus said. “You can’t have wasted a life you’ve barely lived. ~ (Magnus Bane)

I just made thirty. Unfortunately.I'm so happy to stand here, playing my music. With my man, BOBO, playing my guitar. ~ (Miyavi)

Father thank you for the gathering of friends, Father we give thanks for all the choices we've made because that's what makes us who we are, let us forever cherish the loved ones we've lost along the way; thank you for the little angel, the newest addition to our family, thank you for bringing Letty home, and most of all thank you for fast cars! ~ (Roman)

I write the vocals last, because I wanted to invent the music first and push the music to the level that I had to compete against it. ~ (Axl Rose)

DIM Scene


I'm not that type of person who idolise a band or a person. But there is one man who has something....I can't really explain it. He is Uruha (lead guitarist of The GazettE). Many people ask me,that who is my favourite member of the band. I can't choose "favourite". Altough I usuallly say Uruha. Why? Because he is special to me in some way. The way he plays on his guitar,his style and his toughts. I just respect and love him so much. I hope he can continue his work of making music for a long time.

I am what I am right now not because of myself alone, but because of what we all aimed at.


Forever in my heart


Cant find the words.... I cant believe that you are gone and still hoping that it is not true. Pls somebody say its not true because you cant be dead...

Forever in my heart. Never forget you Paul Walker. ♥

"I live by 'Go big or go home.' That's with everything. It's like either commit and go for it or don't do it at all. I apply that to everything. I apply that to relationships, I apply that to like sports, I apply that to everything. That's what I live by. That's how I like it."

"If one day the speed kills me, do not cry because I was smiling"

1973-2013. never forget your smile ♥


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